may first twenty ten.

It's been a tiring twenty ten so far. Each day has been filled with work and tons of stuff going on. But as the semester came to a close, I found myself being happier and looking forward to the rest of the year. I'll be starting my concentration in summer for my International Business modules; 3 IB courses [GEO], and then perhaps the music course [MUS 266] which was suppose to be Marching Band Drill, but i have no idea what it is now.

I've quit council since. I told them I'll just be handling three more projects with I had already been volunteered parts for, but soon as that is done, I'm done with council. I don't know, a part of me doesn't really want to quit because that has been the majority of my life in school, even being the current longest serving member in council. But with all the drama and unnecessary stuff, I think i'm just done with the ridiculous child-like behavior.

Recently, I found myself visiting the BP Marching Band near my place and went down to watch a few times. I'm trying to work something out where I can coach the drumline there and help them out in whatever way I can since I miss drumming so much. I've been thinking of music so much lately that my brain is just completely filled with drumming and beats, diddles and shots. I really do miss band back in high school; I wouldn't mind reliving those days of being idiots and unloading equipment and freezing weather at 3am on a Sunday morning. That was band, that was life.

Life back in KL has been a little busy. I got back here only on Thursday night. My flight was supposed to leave at 845pm, so I got to the airport at about 530 for dinner and everything. Turns out, it was delayed till 945pm. I didn't board the plane till 1030pm, and I only got to KL at 1135pm. A total waste of time. I'm so glad that a really awesome person dropped by and kept me company till I checked-in. If not, I seriously would have died sitting there on my own not doing anything. It wasn't till about 230am or so before I finally got back to my aunt's place. Haven't done much 'tourist-ing', but mostly been busy with church. My parents leave tomorrow for Singapore in the afternoon, and I'll be here hopefully till about Wednesday or so. Gonna spend a few days with my brother.

Life has been throwing me a few curve balls recently about certain things. The one that stood out to me the most was the question of relationships and friendships. I have a friend who liked another, and told a good friend about it. Now the goodfriend likes that friend too, and both are in a predicament. Well at least my friend is, the other couldn't be bothered. So then comes the question of importance; when is there ever a time when we have a justifiable reason to choose one over another? It has happened to many times where because of people of the opposite sex enter our lives, suddenly all the friendships that have taken years to build just gets washed down the drain like they never existed. I have never been able to figure out when we can and when we can't, but I hope I never come to the cross junction where I'm forced to choose between the two. I really don't. I like my friends, I like them all.

Here's to all of you out there who've been made to choose between the two. May you find comfort in knowing that there're some friends out there who'll never make you choose; friends like me. Here's to you.

i do miss you.i'm all the way over here.